Everything is over.
Everything I was.
Making me able to do things I never
thought I could do before.
And it feels amazing.
This…
This freedom.
Speaks louder than anything I’ve ever
said before.
My heartbeats taken on this rhythm.
That beats to the sound of my
footsteps.
I’ve never felt this before.
Yet seething in the background.
The what ifs.
The if I hads.
I slam and lock them behind an old oak
door.
Leaving me breathless.
Leaving me alone.
Alone with her.
And I’ve taken on a meaning.
To never be lost again.
Millions of people would stand in
protest.
I think that I’d stand too.
To denounce what I have as little more
than a temporary pill to help satiate the longing to be one half to a whole.
I will stand and admit I know this can
change in one shattered heartbeat.
But damned if I’m not going to make it
worth something before it does.
The youthful heart’s will to break
away.
I was scared to watch me change.
Now…
I fucking revel.
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